Wednesday, December 24, 2008

RIP 2008...

I feel like I am laying someone to rest with the end of this year. As I sit here and type this out, I can feel my change wanting to come from somewhere deep inside past my soul and around the corner from my psyche. I feel it pulling to release itself into my life...again. I will regain everything I lost that I loved about myself and learning new things that I will love too. Because, I am loving me this year.

I am laying to rest the negativity that catalyzed 2008. Maybe all of this would be cooler if I had dreds and cut them for dramatic effect. I do have a weave, but I ain't getting rid of that yet. Don't judge me.

Here are the things of 2008 that I hope I am strong enough to lay to rest.
  1. Mary Jane
  2. Fornication
  3. Libations
  4. Procrastination
  5. Depression
It's a heavy list. I may fall, but I will get back up. I am going to put up a good fight to place my life on the path that God has for me. If you love me, you will encourage me. :) I know things will get better once I get better. Man, I am scared. But I am not alone and I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me. I know that was seriously after school special, but it fit. I can. And I will. Here's to you 2008. May you rest...in peace.

Bring it on 2009!

2 comments:

mints said...

mj&sex? you brave, ho.

AnalogGirl said...

I love it. You know I'll always be here to encourage and cheer you on. Here's to a better me and you in 2009! *pops my bottle*